a post of somewhat insignificant realizations

helloo my dearest wynken and nod,

sorry i have not written in forever and have not responded to the other posts for some reason things just arent coming to me to write i want something really exciting to tell you guys but i just dont have it so i'm gonna write anyway because its more important that we just keep up with this no matter what and because sometimes we gather stories from our everday and dont realize it till later. so maybe these days of not a lot of excitement will really amount to much more in the end like endless summer days in santa fe that at the time seem to drone on but when we look back on them they seem like a heavenly dream.
okay anyway realizations of this week:
1) i am so not elegant (i knew that a long time ago) however its confirmed by all of the beautiful italian girls who always dress up like we dress up for homecoming and then i'm just there gettin down with everyone else in my little hippie garb. oh and then when i do dress up no one else does-story of my life. whatever i'm quite content just wearing clothes with history. after all we are gypsy.
2)2012 IS DEFINITELY COMING. this weather all over the world is fucking weird. not normal. and maybe i dont understand because all the news is in a different language but everyday i see something ridiculous about the weather like wind blowing people over in france, floods in spain, the earthquake in haiti whatever went down in south america and so on. everything seems

to be slowly heightening to the extreme. i dont know guys stuff is definitely going down even simple things with the weather like its ridiculously cold here and its normally not at this time of year and also there is way too much snow in santa fe and other parts of the us. definitely weird. i'm convinced. thank god we're all having adventures right now.
3) i want an exchange student next year.
4) I NEED to show these italians how to throw down.
5) i'm kind of in love with this song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tTHzeY7euUQ its directed by the same guy who directed pursuit of happyness and its the theme song for a new italian movie....baciami ancora! baciami ancora!

alrighttttyyyyyyyy! ohh goodness i am understanding more and more everyday but it slips in and out i have to really concentrate and its phyysically exhausting but i'm proud of myself. hows the spanish comin along ton?

my host family is coming to the states this summer and are doing a tour of the west and i think they're also coming to the ranch! i told them that they could stay at the bunkhouse but when i said we dont have running water or a toilet they didnt seem so keen on the idea..but i also warned them that the narrow gauge hotel isnt that great but we'll see i also suggested camping out but again they dont seem so keen on that and they were shocked at the mention of using the bathroom outside hahahaha i wonder if we seem like cavemen???? funny stuff such different lifestyles....i've told them a lot about dad too but the cowboy side of dad i'm sure their gonna wanna meet him when they come to the ranch but we'll see what happens hahahahahaha oh dear i realized that people really need to know our past sometimes to better understand how we are now.
i should also add to the list of my realizations that people are my passion because i havent found anything else that i'm truly passionate about like dance or music i enjoy alll of those things but nothing i feel completely passhionate about.so i decided maybe its people and talking with people that is. maybe passion doesnt have to b e an art form. i think getting to know people and understanding them is something that i'm actually really good at i feel like i have the ability to let people open up to me who normally dont i dont know maybe that sounds stupid but thats really how i feel.

oh camila i'm gonna check out that poet you were talking about and hows the crafting going? did you sell more jewelry and raise money for haiti? your little mother theresa you!

i brag about you guys all the time. i'm a lot like dad that way i guess. we have a good family to brag about.

i also showed my family the video of you ton and some friends to which they explained che figo! (how cool! or how sexy!) hahaha

anyway i love you both so much and am missing you a lot lately
bacimille
blynken